Oh Doak, that is awful. How many colonies did you lose? Please tell that to me....hive losses can also cause emotional losses too, sounds like you are down, and I don't blame you. Keep that chin up, there will be more colonies. Think of it in a positive way. Only a few colonies is much easier to look after than many. There will be advantages to only keeping a couple, you will see that, and you probably know that, my words are probably moot. But again, keep happy, don't go away from here, you have some very good forum friends that care about you, you must stick around. Chins and faces up, to the sky. Have that most wonderful day, love our life, with great health. Cindi